A year later

So I'm having problems with death. I am repulsed at the thought of visiting graves. Its just a body down there....a rotton body. I know, I sound really sick, but its what is on my mind. Why visit a dead body when you can stay home and remember the good memories of someone. If anyone reads this and feels offended, I don't mean too make you feel bad. I just can't get this off my mind.